Been doing pretty good lately with Dustin being gone now. It hasn't been long since the anxiety attack, but I did good on Wednesday, and I'm doing good today so far. I was really proud of myself yesterday, no medicine and I was fine. Then again, Dustin's mom and his youngest brother were home all day long, because his mom took his brother to the doc. and turned out he had strep >..
So, yesterday...I got so mad at Dustin. He went to school, like normal, I got to text him the whole way, because he carpooled with Renee, a woman who I thought was in his class, but she's in the culinary class. That was really nice. So I decided to take a nap around mid-day, I guess it was like...11:20 or something like that when I started nodding off. And then Emily started texting me, I forget what time that was, around 12 maybe? I was texting her til about...I dunno, 1:00 I think, then I fell asleep. After that, I woke up around about 3:00. When I looked at the time, I was really confused and had to make sure I was reading it right. See, Dustin gets out of class at 2:30, and he got out basically right at 2:30 Monday and Tuesday. So this was when I was expecting him out, maybe a little after, since he did more today than the previous days. But 3:20 rolls around and I start to get worried, he's now rather late from getting outta class. Finally, I decide to text him. Because I also expected a text from him at some point throughout the day, because I told him to just check in with me on break. He texts me back and tells me he is just now getting ready to leave! I was mad! He told me it was because he had to do floors this week, and people who do floors leave last. But an extra 45 minutes or so AFTER class ended? Are you kidding? For one, that's rude to Renee [whom made me very happy this morning, Dustin was supposed to drive HER to school today since she did it yesterday, but she offered again, so I get to talk to Dustin on his way :D], because SHE has to wait for him since she's his ride. And also, well, it's not nice to me. I mean, I understand, he had to do floors, this was unavoidable. I also get the fact that because of this fact, he is NOT going to get out at 2:30, a little later obviously, but I would expect him to get out at like 2:50 or something like that. But the thing that made me most mad, was that he didn't SAY anything! He knew that he had to do floors, and I'd say it's common sense you'll get out a little late. So from the start he should have known to say something to me. But then, as time passed by 2:30, he should have DEF. said something to me. He kept saying he didn't realize time passed that far, but that's why he should have texted me or something to begin with. Then he tells me there's no service, or not much, which is why he didn't text me during the day. But I told him he should have excused himself to use the schools phone and CALL me! We ended up getting into a huge argument about it though, because I was worried about him, and he was telling me that it was dumb for me to worried because the worst, according to him, that could happen is that he "cuts/burns himself." Which is bull, because his school's near DC, so yeah not the most awesome area! Something bad COULD happen, just because it's a school doesn't make it much safer than other places. So yeah, I was not a happy camper. He does floors again today, so I TOLD HIM, if he's going to be longer than 3:00 [rather than 2:30 since I know he needs time to clean] to call me. So let's hope he follows through with that.
Anyway, that's about all that's going on. I'm in a bit of a good mood atm, since Renee offered to drive Dustin again today, rather than him driving again. She gets better gas mileage, so that's why she offered. I asked him if she was going to drive everyday and he said he wasn't sure. That'd be super nice if she did, not that I expect that from her, I expected her to do every other day, so her offering 2 days in a row is way more than I expected. I think it would be a good idea for like...maybe her to drive phase 1 [first 3 months] and then Dustin can drive phase 2 [second 3 months] because at that point, Dustin will be borrowing his mom's car [she works near his school atm, but she's getting relocated to about 15 min. away from home, so she's gona switch cars with him, hers gets better mileage. But I'm sure they'll work it out. Every other day is nice too, that's what I think they should do. But, like I said, they'll work it out how they want. Anyway, I'm gonna go and talk to Dustin on his way to school since I'm able to :D!
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